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Friday, January 28, 2005 @ 11:42 am
today was a rather emotional day... 'almost' let my emotions get in the way of everything. must stick to my 'shut up & tolerate' policy no matter what. but damn, I was feeling so used by my 'friends'. trust me guys, if I really had the time, I'd stay & lend a listening ear, accompanied with awws & ooohs & everything.. but I'm really really worn out. first the sudden high fever scare, then the piles of homework assigned everyday.. it's just that... I can't always be there for everyone.. I'm no miracle worker!! and when I say I can't, they just snub & say that I've changed, that I'm avoiding them etc. I'm no full-time counsellor, or you guys would have to pay me, anyway. Not saying I can't be a friend, just saying, 'please, let me rest. for a day??' no wonder I had a high fever. now I'm all drained empty on the brink of stabbing myself in the chest. ok, not literally laa. point is, there's no use being good all the time, sometimes, you have to get mad so people don't make use of you & bully you.
what's worse is that tomorrow's a FULL school day.. until one. only 1 day of the weekend to get all homework done. ONE! ONE!!

Don't give up, no running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's just the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but
Sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
Diana Degarmo Emotional

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