flawed work of art.
Sunday, January 23, 2005 @ 5:16 am
am going to cassie's place tomorrow. hopefully to get some work done. the past 3 days of hols have been used in total waste. I have no idea why, but I really can't focus, regardless how many times I chant 'Constant Vigilance!', it still ain't working.
The new video I've put up (see how fickle minded I am?) is one of my favourites. What's worse than being sad, disappointed, lost, unwanted, rejected? I somehow picture myself as the brunette Avril in the vid. Maybe one day, I'll be like her. For now though, I have to focus before I get a concussion & fall into a deep and everlasting sleep towards after life. Nice.
Finally did some add math sums today.. it felt good to torture my brain like that. Honest. My brain needed some jolt after yesterday's encounter with stupidity. I did all the wrong things, I said the wrong stuff, I know I made myself look like an utter fool, I needn't ask anyone, I just felt it. Shawn was certainly fanning the flames by saying that he saw it too. ishness. better get down to work. I hope. got 2 tuitions coming up today. how enticing.

Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdie's neck
I'd go back to the jeweller who sold it to you
And make him eat every carat
Eminem Mockingbird

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