flawed work of art.
Monday, January 10, 2005 @ 9:57 am
You know sometimes when you really wanna help but you just dunno how? Now I know how my friends feel like when I'm all down & being negative about myself. It's like adding fuel to fire coz God knows how fantabulous my friends are. I am absolutely lost without them. True. No one (not 'noone', thanks to dinosaur. who gave me damn lousy marks for my essay because of that typo) is perfect. However, sometimes... these flaws & cracks in a person makes them all the more precious. My daddums taught me that when I was troubled over this particular pal of mine in primary school. He said that when you feel the pressures of life pinching at you, there's always that annoying but interesting person who will do something no one (stupid dinosaur) would expect.
today in school when I had to help this newbie teacher, I put the carbon paper at the wrong place. :P trust a treasurer who gives out receipts to do something as dumb as that. I thought she was gonna clammer me, especially since she looked so fierce, but turns out, she didn't mind. phew!
they say the happiest times in your lifetime is when you run freely as a school-going kid. 'What's so happy about facing exams?', I ask them. Furthurmore, in our present society where it's a dog eat world kinda life, you face a lot of back-stabbing & back-biting. this is commonly seen in girls' schools.. oh yeah.. did I mention the constant gossiping? I detest the way people stare at me, thinking I did something I didn't.. assuming I was the culprit.. all this they get from rumours, fruitless gossip woven to keep tongues wagging. I'm so tired of correcting people & what they say. All I can do is do my part & stop passing around these web of lies.
Saw my mad ex-tuition teacher's car just now. she was still doing her mundane routine of fetching kids to & from her home. I went to her when I was in Kindergarten (OMG!) & persuaded my folks to let me stop when I was 11. The way she screamed & whacked kids was plain insanity. I never forgot the way she hit me as a kid, only to find that she was in the wrong, not me. After that, she never shook me ever again. (Thank God!) I hope she isn't still the same wacko I once knew & hate.
Hearts gone astray
Deep in her when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Won't you forget
Welcome love we once knew
Jamie Cullum Everlasting Love
Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason OST

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