flawed work of art.
Saturday, May 07, 2005 @ 5:11 am
whoever scheduled the exam time-table ought to sit for all of them tests for him/herself. that person obviously doesn't know what it's like to mug like mad! 4 days of break before the last paper. can't he/she at least let us get it over & done with as soon as possible? and the last paper. ergh. add maths. my 'best' subject. malay & physics were bad. really bad. even with tips. sigh.
had a really bad meltdown a day before the exams while talking to Godma. I think out of all my stress outbursts, this was the worst, cos' I never felt so helpless. at least I kinda understood what I was studying before form 4. during physics exam, I paused while pondering on a very difficult question & suddenly wished I wasn't in Science stream. I was on the borderline of taking the pencil in my hand & stabbing it into my heart. I felt so so helpless. and to make matters worse, barbie was there, being perky & after the excruciatingly hard paper, she went, perkily of course,'How was the paper?' I could've stabbed her instead. like what mommee goose said, she came to school just to SPITE us. damn her with the 8 subs.
I've never actually looked forward to the weekend so much. no more mugging till 1 in the morning! well, at least for friday. Had my very very much needed rest last night. but it's back to the books today. whoever invented the phrase 'no pain, no gain' obviously never had the 'opportunity' to sit through 4 weeks of exam.
by the way, can't wait to get my license. feel like a kid when I need someone to chauffeur me around the place. which brings me to my next topic, INITIAL D! super cool movie. found out about it through kev, my bro's friend with the 2fast2furious car. seriously, it looks like one of those speed demon cars, doesn't look beng though. more of well, 2fast2furious. it's bright japan red & makes that whirring sound, different from the annoying beng types. anyway, it's very interesting, the movie, I mean. it's damn cool. with jay chou playing the protagonist in his debut movie. it's based on a japan manga comic about this dude, (jay's character) who is very good at 'drifting' hence the 'D' in Initial D. After finding out that Jay, alongside with another dashing actor, Edison Chen, is in the movie, I was already eager to go watch the movie!! which opens next month. all those who have that burning desire to burn rubber should go watch it. at least watch others do it while you're munching on popcorn. :D

Shakedown 1979
Cool kids never have the time on a
Live wire right up off the street
You and I should meet
Junebug skipping like a stone with the
Headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all
And I don't even care to
Shake these zipper blues and
We don't know just where
Our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
Smashing Pumpkins [eldest bro's fave band]
1979

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