flawed work of art.
Sunday, May 08, 2005 @ 6:37 am
why do people have to lie? some say it's because they don't wanna hurt anyone. however, doesn't everyone deserve to hear the truth? don't go all 'you can't handle the truth!' on me just as yet. cos'
1) it's raining & I'm feeling melancholic
2) I'm depressed because someone lied to me & I don't think I can trust said person again
am now awaiting the arrival of my scary add maths teacher. I don't think I'll ever get add maths. sometimes when I do, I just forget all about it in a fraction of a second. then I'll end up looking like a slobbering idiot in front of said teacher. note to all trying to weigh out their options of science and arts stream: if you're like me, inclined towards art with zilch interest in science & math or like me, you can barely get through maths & science without you going bald due to the extreme hair pulling, then please, forgo science. I beg of you. Don't end up like the regretful me.
I hope the rain never stops. I'm enjoying the humidity of the atmosphere. I feel particularly melancholic when it rains. Don't ask why. Ask God, He created me. He'll know. If I get a chance to meet Him, I don't think I'll ever stop asking Him questions. Why are we all not born equal when we're all striving for equality? We can never be the same. Some will always be richer, smarter, better looking than another. then, you get those who ARE richer, smarter & better looking than yourself & life makes complete 'sense' once again.
on a lighter note, I've started to dream once again. I mean, the ones when we're not in Rapid Eye Movement mode. Had an interesting nightmare this morning about a robotic vampire which went insane & enjoyed nothing more than to see human blood and flesh splattered everywhere. seriously, I have THAT kinda dreams & people wonder why I'm such a coward. In the end, the vampy sortta started mating with humans. I think it got it's inspiration from that trilogy about some alien creature mating with every Tom, Dick & Harry. [shut up, cass!]

I looked away, then I looked back at you
You tried to say things that you can't undo
If I had my way, I'd never get over you
Today's the day I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all and
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
avril fall to pieces

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