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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @ 9:53 am
actually...
I've already created a rather long and interesting post all about my very very eventful period away from my blog, which includes stressful trial exams that reached it's goal in tiring me out and also infecting me with very high fever that was hovering around 38.1 for a while. no joke. I was that bad. wonder why I'm still alive & typing. oh well. guess I'm not good enough to reach the pearly gates yet. ho hum. on a more serious note though, I created quite a wave of fear amongst my loved ones, as I was a suspected dengue case. however, the blood tests erased all that fear immediately. phew! after all that puking, syringing, diarrhoea-ing & sponging, I'm finally in the pink of health. one thing I'm peeved about is that I had to fall ill in the midst of my oh-so-important trials. *bangs head on table* I'll never forgive myself.

a picture of a big old bruise on my arm. I was cornered & attacked by men with sticks!! ahahahaha! kidding. it's actually the result of too much blood being sucked out of my body by dad's syringe. it's been there since friday. I think it's getting better. it used to be larger and greener. damn. I was hoping it'd stay. it makes such a great conversation starter. and apu, if you're reading this, I did NOT inject myself with goodness knows what, ok? I'm not as twisted as you. lol.

anyway, school was a waste of my effort today. one fellow teacher who reminds me a lot of my mom told us we were stupid. in our faces!
'So stupid-ar! those who don't have papers shouldn't even come to school!'
she said that while we were right in front of her faces. I suddenly had a flashback of her saying not too long ago of her screaming her bloody head off over students applying for their own study leave. what exactly does that fat lump of fat want?! that's what we call her by the way.. flof.
I have a greater appreciation for teachers, folks. especially those that really mark our papers, not like some tyrannical teacher which is half the time away from school. hema, kysh, cass, xin & I were marking the form 4 english papers. not easy. especially the information transfer part. what's marked wrong, what's not. no wonder teachers have high blood pressure.

I've been thinking maybe
I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's
Washed down the drain
I've been thinking about everyone
You look so lonely
But when I look at the stars
I see someone else
switchfoot * stars

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