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Monday, October 10, 2005 @ 8:45 am
new template! whee!! just thought the old one was getting a little boring.. I like this one, I *heart* colours. just ask weiyi, she knows how I squeal in delight at her bagful of colour pens. I wouldn't waste my moo-lah on them, but then again, my allowance does not permit that to happen.
it's been a rather relaxing week so far, thanks to the holidays the school has given us, pre-graduates. ahh.... what am I saying?! there's no time to lose! I've only got a month plus to the exams! THE EXAMS! on the plus side, it's a little less than 2 months till the time I'm officially free from the m'sian education system. woohoo!! no more double-standards. no more learning about stuff I'll never need to know in my entire lifetime. no more er, canteen food! lalala. right. that's in 2 months. sigh. 11 years of education and that's it?
did I mention that the day after my last paper, I'm jet-setting off to japan? am a little foggy about the details since I knew nada about it. I did tell my 'rents that I didn't want to go and that I'd much rather hang out at home and learn driving and all. but, as usual, my plans were dashed. I'm not saying that I dread going on a holiday, especially since it's with my uncle's family. it's just that, I kinda swore off holidays with my parents. they always begin with a bad note, continue on with a sombre atmosphere and end with a hidden sigh of relief. no kidding. I'm gonna count how many times my parents attack each other with words.
thou shall not kill. yeah yeah, so we've never really physically stabbed someone with a knife, but it's our sharp words that do the job sometimes. all those who agree, say amen!
recently, I've been having a little trouble drifting off to lala land. perhaps it's due to furb's nonsensical whimpering at my door in the wee hours of the morning, which is extremely annoying, especially since I'd love very much to sleep in when I do not have classes. argh. on the other hand, it could just be me worrying over stuff I shouldn't. exams. friendship problems. uncertainty. my future. you name it, I'm worrying about it. yesterday was the last straw, I woke up at one plus a.m. and was mad at a certain someone's sms. I do despise people who think they know everything. they just kill my spirit. anyhoo, I went down to the fridge for a common cure to insomnia - milk. I went to bed and in a while, found myself in deep slumber. till 7.30 when my mobile's alarm went off. argh!! I so needed my sleep.. but I knew cass & xin were gonna be here any moment. to get work done. like old times. it was rather eventful. except that half the time we were dissecting 8 days or any other matter at hand. I accomplished a malay essay, now that's saying something. oh and one or two add maths sums. =) I say that it was eventful cos' well, if they weren't here, I'd probably wake up real late and idle around till late. bad habit, I know.

Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
switchfoot*stars

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