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Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 2:05 pm
the road to recovery is a long and strenuous one. after one plus week of having the cold, I'm very glad to announce that I'm now as fit as a fiddle! :D

daniel kor's finally got back from icky india for good. I'm happy for him & really can't help thinking when I'll get to go home for good as well. *imagines*

am currently trying to study my economics. something about total revenue. I don't really mind econs though. am surprised I'm not doing too bad at it. unfortunately, the same can't be said about maths. haih. the only subject I did before coming to college and I'm doing the worst at it. shirlene reckons I need practice. I reckon I should've forced my way through the law class doors regardless of whether the college administration allow it. sigh. can't wait for my law class in sept.

as for future career options, I'm still at the fork of the road. I've somewhat figured that it's gonna be between accounting, law and economics. however, I'm not at all close to anyone who's in any of these fields so that's gonna be a bit hard to decide.

good thing is, I'll be home in 24 days to hopefully sort things out with my family and come to a conclusion. I've taken some neat photos that I plan to load onto my home pc too. too bad I've no laptop here. it's hard to access the pc at my host family's place. they're a bit touchy about me using their stuff without paying a cent. and you thought the Chinese were ngiao enough.

something I've not grown accustomed to at college is the whole PDA between couples thing. ironically, just as I'm typing this, one brit indian girl just stormed off after telling her boyfriend not to lie to her. that was a drama moment. pth. like you're ever gonna marry someone from college. ok, no offence to hilary's sister and her boyfriend cos' well, their case is special. it actually involves love and not sexual attraction or lust. people here know nothing about love. all they care about is fulfilling their sexual desires. meeting random hotties at clubs, getting laid etc. there's gotta be more to life, man. unfortunately, I don't think they've got the substance to see past all that.

called shawn yesterday. my bestest best gay friend. okok, shan't say that. anyway, the moment I heard his pervertic voice going 'hullo', my eyes just welled with tears. I miss hanging out with shawn and making him laugh at my stupidity. I miss linking arms with fang and hugging her openly in public regardless of anybody saying we're lesbos. I miss putting my arm around dad and talking about the simple pleasures in life. I even miss opening my room door to let the whimpering furbster in when it whines like crazy every morning outside my door. I miss hugging my loved ones and absorbing their familiar scent. cos' here, I can't hug anyone like that. guys would think I'm trying to lure them and girls would just call me a frigging lesbian.

can't wait to go home and relish in the nice tropical weather of sunny malaysia.

I miss everyone back home!

you guys should know who you are. mwax.

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