Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 8:54 am

took a picture today. and it caused controversy. cos' shawn said my tummy looked fat. and that caused a lot of grief. cos' before that, fang said that I looked good. and now, self is very conscious. makes me want to run to my dad for some comfort that we're all 'beautiful' in our own way.



I love those dove commercials. even before I gained weight, I always thought they were doing a great job by saying how every woman is beautiful. click on the link to see what I mean. I knew that I didn't eat that much as a kid. but I guess, being fed in london just well... is enough to tip the scales. I still don't eat much when I come back here. but, the body doesn't work that way. it takes weeks to shrink back to my original rake-thin figure. sigh. it doesn't help that I was ridiculed by some of my guyfriends last saturday. did I mention that siang poked at my hips and called me a fatty? sigh....

speaking of siang, we were supposed to catch a movie today, but guess who injured his leg during his sports day? *points at an invisible figure that is supposed to be him* yeah. so, no movie. which is good too, cos' discovered that self am obese with help from shawn, my very own bad news presenter. how come I don't have a bearer of good news as well?

we were also supposed to go out tomorrow, but now I think my self-esteem is stuck to the darkest corners of my bathroom and refusing to come out. and anyways, he's a handicapped boy. so am going to get things done alone.

am now talking to shawn, who's giving me all this weight loss tips. and it's making me feel even more miserable. am not gonna see the world till tomorrow. everyone, take a hike. (at least you can even hike! with my 52 kg frame, all I can do is wallow in my fats.)

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 8:54 am

took a picture today. and it caused controversy. cos' shawn said my tummy looked fat. and that caused a lot of grief. cos' before that, fang said that I looked good. and now, self is very conscious. makes me want to run to my dad for some comfort that we're all 'beautiful' in our own way.



I love those dove commercials. even before I gained weight, I always thought they were doing a great job by saying how every woman is beautiful. click on the link to see what I mean. I knew that I didn't eat that much as a kid. but I guess, being fed in london just well... is enough to tip the scales. I still don't eat much when I come back here. but, the body doesn't work that way. it takes weeks to shrink back to my original rake-thin figure. sigh. it doesn't help that I was ridiculed by some of my guyfriends last saturday. did I mention that siang poked at my hips and called me a fatty? sigh....

speaking of siang, we were supposed to catch a movie today, but guess who injured his leg during his sports day? *points at an invisible figure that is supposed to be him* yeah. so, no movie. which is good too, cos' discovered that self am obese with help from shawn, my very own bad news presenter. how come I don't have a bearer of good news as well?

we were also supposed to go out tomorrow, but now I think my self-esteem is stuck to the darkest corners of my bathroom and refusing to come out. and anyways, he's a handicapped boy. so am going to get things done alone.

am now talking to shawn, who's giving me all this weight loss tips. and it's making me feel even more miserable. am not gonna see the world till tomorrow. everyone, take a hike. (at least you can even hike! with my 52 kg frame, all I can do is wallow in my fats.)

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