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Monday, July 03, 2006 @ 5:17 am
everything's gone wrong. my england lost wei. I don't wanna study there already... go portugal lah. eyer. I agree with benasir that christiano can win an Oscar for being the best actor. while I was watching the super long match with dad, I kinda already knew england couldn't stand a chance. the portugese goalie was superb, and we had... robinson. adui. why couldn't we have someone of lehmann's calibre? sigh. and the controversial rooney red card. one thing's for sure, christiano ronaldo is England's public enemy number one. eeesh. it was seriously saddening to watch becks weep at the stands after being subbed by aaron lennon. he knew. and can someone please tell me who put a dry spell on lampard?? the whole team just ran out of luck this time.

everything's gone wrong. brazil lost? precisely. that's one bhuge question mark. I didn't bother watching that one as was too depressed by portugal's victory. even told people that it was obvious that brazil were gonna thrash the french. imagine my surprise when shawn sent me an sms at 6 telling me the score. I watched the match again yesterday. the usually quiet zizou and henry were absolutely amazing in that match. I think they could've replaced barthez with a cupboard cos' he was hardly needed! the les bleus shoned in that match. and I don't mean just their bald heads.

everything's gone wrong. I don't like making decisions cos' I have a phobia of making the wrong one and plummeting myself into eternal regret. also, I have the uncanny ability to change my decision at the last second. *knocks head* hello? are you working properly up there? then, when I know it's too late, I'll just console myself going, 'it's okay... I'm sure it'll work out this way too...' I've got decisions aplenty to make. what course to pursue? what career to venture into? what uni? europe or aussie? just bother about the present or think about the future? I'm worrying so much, it's showing on my fingers. my fingernails are uneven thanks to my constant nail-biting.
yesterday, I met up with siang for a talk. starbucks as usual. you know what was most frustrating? I talked till my throat was dry and he just stared blankly. I dunno whether he actually digested everything I said. he could be thinking, or just blanked out in between my sentences. I think we caused quite a commotion cos' before that, we were shouting at each other from across the table. it was actually quite comical. I told fang about it and she gave me the roll-on-the-floor-laughing emoticon. the nearby uncles on laptops were like, staring at us, wondering where the video camera was. I bet they thought they were on candid camera or something. anyway, when we paused to catch our breaths and we were silent, siang would find everything very funny and laugh. he laughed even harder when I gave him the icy glare. I think he found it all very funny. I can't imagine I was a prefect because people always find it funny when I get mad. stupid siang even snapped a photo of me being mad. ergh! frustrating. sometimes, I wonder why I even bother.

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