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Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 5:15 pm
people have been asking me too much about my stalker. bah. he's my sweet stalker, go get your own! damn, I'm easy to please. arrange flowers on my lawn and I go all woozy and ready to marry the guy. why wouldn't any guy want me? hahaa.
okay, I know who's the stalker lah. he's someone I hold dear to my heart. even though he does as weiyi says, 'treat me like crap'.
was talking to weiyi and we're coming up with all sorts of philosophies for my relationship with my stalker. thought it was worth mentioning.
like, when I'm with <-insert stalker's name here->, I'm happy but hurt; but when I'm not, I'm not happy and not hurt. and so, I'm constantly hurt. and damaged. I'm broken! and it's heartbreaking!
we're both weird. him and me. we're weirdoes. should I stay with him and try to cover up being hurt? or should I leave him and cause him to be hurt? 'he's human too! he has feelings! I can't just abandon him!', said me to weiyi.
but weiyi has a point, can I really live like that? hurt? is love meant to be that way?
maybe love is supposed to hurt.

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